Yesterday was a great day! it was the best day for the entire month and i am a SUPER happy girl. & so, i met up with lil'boy :D :D :D we're cool now. so i expected myself to cry the moment i see him, but i was more stable that i thought i was! we started talking happily again which was surprising at first. and then i asked him if he still loved me, and his answer was "i dont know, i havent been thinking about it" (OUCH YOU!) anyways, initially i was sad. BUT i also never go and think about that question also, SO hahhaha. & yeah, i think we really focused too much on our relationship, it was getting quite tough for both of us. SO we're super cool now. (: YAY that made me a super happy girl, to be normal and talking and joking like we always do. just without that status anymore. but im sure we'll do without it for now huh! we've got other things we wanna concentrate on for the time being. BUT YOU KNOW, you looked so good yesterday. that hair i always loved and that smile that still melts my heart. after meeting so many new people, youre still the most charming ive ever met. we're just natural together (: SO ive gotten myself an official eyecandy now. ive got great taste! YAYY! (eh! if other girls steal you away, must let me know ok!) so lets just see what happens in the future huh. im doing my freedom thang now!

TODAY!

today's a tiring day in school ): ive been sleepy all day longg. (must be lack of sleep's fault!) but anyway, i managed to pass the day without dozing off obviously. to prevent me from sleeping during econs lecture today, i ended up taking pictures!

to jamie: hey girl, please smile and let me know if anything's bothering you okay, you know i love you super alot and youre my lectures laughing buddy or ive been sleeping beauty already. im here for you (if you want!)

&& i met my twin after school today and had a really retarded time! we took the WRONG BUS TOGETHER. smart eh? 4 eyes, wrong bus, but we laughed like crazy. SO i ended my day with a kiss on my bear bear. yes ive brought her to school :P

to my darling pluto, youve been missing for 2 days already, and no more retarded phone calls and 24 hours smsing ahahaha (: MISS YOU DARLING. please hurry home from camp okay. nobody's understand my lame jokes anymore UGHH. earthlings these days. im super gonna exile you to the blackhole when you come back. SO im looking forward because she's gonna be back! means im gonna be loved again! (: love you pluto babe!