so how do you want me to tell you im feeling when i know youre gonna get so sian with everything's happening again. and i wasnt the one who upsetted you, im feeling a million times worst than you. the way you ignored my plead for one entire hour. i didnt intend to make things this way too you know. ): i really really needed to receive a text reassuring me everything's gonna be okay. then it was a 'very sian'. okay. like i was feeling any better. rantings. cant sleep after i receive your call. i'm always the bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbad one. it aint always sweet, isnt it?