And I kept praying that I would pass chemistry, and i kept praying and praying and I still failed. The only subject I've put in my heart and soul into. Oh, plus another fail in gp. I am so not looking forward to take back the rest. oh well. this is something about taking As. you feel so alone even though thousands of people are taking the examination together with you. It's probably the expectation of yourself. I am just so very very disappointed with myself, i dont know what to say.
I know I need to fight again, because I so badly want to do well. But before standing up again, I'm gonna sink into depression for awhile. Sink and keep on sinking. But time's ticking out. This.is.so.horrible. :( hello to determination, bye to disappointment.